I guess that’s a follow from yesterday. Not that I did a whole lot on the computer today, since it was football day. And I haven’t been doing much anyways, so that kinda compounded the whole thing. I’m looking forward to getting my computer up and running again soon. I hope I don’t have problems activating Windows 10.
There’s not a whole lot rattling around in the old brainpan right now. And you know that’s the way I like it. Thinking just leads to bad things. I am having a few thoughts about the Lost Haven, but thinking isn’t good for a whole lot by itself. Sometimes I want to bring it back, but the same forces that led me to basically abandon it in the first place are still there. (Depression, people) So I don’t know if that’s a thing that will ever end up happening again. Maybe I’m just pining to be part of a group? I don’t know, though. I mean, I’ve spent a lot of time in my almost 40 years by myself, I’m used to it.
But, really, I don’t have the money to spend on another web hosting package. Not sure if that will ever be on the list of things to spend money on. Hell, I’m lucky I still have ui.com. I would love someday to have a web server that I could put videos on. Like, if I could use my own server or some shit, like back in the old days. Back when cable was fresh and Comcast didn’t block port 80. I had a number of sites back then, all running on my web/mail server. Good times.
Can’t do stuff like that today, which is a shame. Unless I’m missing something, that is. I suppose I’m glad that I’m lucky enough to have hosting.
Like I said, not much rolling around the ol’ brainpan tonight. I do want to get back into making videos, but that’s not happening right now, for obvious reasons. But soon. Soon I will have a new hard drive, I will have my shit installed and we will be up and running again. Now to find a way to get more views.
For now, though, I’m off to cry in a corner about my current lack of chemically created alteredness.