Here’s A Title For You.

It’s not good, though.

3:08pm

Well, it did get kinda drunk out last night. Not too bad, but enough. On the bright side, I slept last night. I suppose that’s good, although I woke up kinda early.

I didn’t actually get out of bed for a while after that, though. I tried going back to sleep for a bit, but it didn’t really work. Not sure why, however.

I feel a little rough today. Rougher than the last time I drank, but not too bad. I could feel a whole lot worse.

I guess I really don’t have a whole lot to say right now. Not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. I suppose it will have to suffice either way.

Maybe later I’ll have something intriguing to say. I certainly don’t right now. I suppose that means it’s time for me to wander off. I will probably return later, but you never know.

Maybe I’m Still Bad At This.

It’s true.

10:52pm

There was a mistrial declared in the Bill Cosby rape case.

Don’t get me wrong, that’s what it is.

I don’t know that he did what several women claim that he did, but to be honest, I don’t have any proof that he didn’t.

I would say, that with the number of women that have come forward, that there’s not a realistic chance that he didn’t rape women.

He may have. Hell, he probably did.

He was as much a part of my childhood as anyone. I watched the Cosby Show as a child, and saw the wholesome family values that it prescribed. That doesn’t mean that he wasn’t a shitheel behind the scenes.

I don’t pretend to know what really happened, and I don’t pretend to know the pain that these women went through. I know that, with as many women that have come forward, there’s little chance that he is innocent.

I don’t understand why the jury was split on what happened. I wasn’t one of them. I just hope and pray that justice will be done in the end.

One one hand, I can’t see that this man, who gave me so much joy, and so many family values, could be so evil. But at the same time, it can’t be that so many women are just making shit up.

I hope that justice is done, one way or the other. But really, I can’t look at him the same way that I used to, no matter the outcome. There’s just too much evidence to support him being just an innocent bystander to all of this.

I suppose there’s not much that I can say right now that will make a difference one way or the other, but I know that everything that I thought about that man could be a horrible lie.

I don’t know how to process that. I don’t know how someone who could profess to be all about family and values could be so horrible. I suppose it was inevitable that someone like that would be the anti-thesis of those values.

At this point, I hope that the truth comes out. One way or the other. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not defending him. Hell, I think that he probably did do what all those women are claiming.

If it comes down to me, I would send his ass to jail for all time. There’s just too much that says that he did these horrible things. And don’t get me wrong, what these women are saying are horrible things. They went through this. I did not, but I can sympathize with them without being smarmy.

I suppose maybe some of this is old hat right now, but I’m really just reading about some of this tonight. I can’t defend the man. I don’t know that I would want to. I just know that it can’t be coincidence that so many women are coming forward.

I hope justice is done.

I’m Bad At This.

Titling posts, that is.

2:25pm

And other stuff, too. Like most everything.

Details, I suppose. Anyways, it was a bad night for sleeping last night. I think I got maybe three hours in, scattered between a few different times. You could say that I’m not having fun like this.

You could also say that I’m pretty tired, because I am. I should be able to sleep tonight though, but that’s only because I plan on drinking some SoCo.

Not the best way to get sleep, I imagine, but it’s the only one that seems to be working right now. Take what you can get.

I was going to post some more, but there’s now a cat in my lap, making this a little difficult. Of course, it’s not until I’m doing something that he wants in my lap.

I guess that means it’s time for me to wander off, at least for now. I may be back later, we’ll see how drunk it gets out.

Another Day, Something Something.

I agree.

9:04pm

So, I actually put out a video today, although it’s pretty short. I need to work on that, but I suppose if I am posting every day, that kinda makes it hard to talk about stuff, especially when the post was late in the day, and the video was early the next day. Not a whole lot to go over.

That being said, I’m not as tired as I would expect to be after not sleeping well and long for two days in a row. I’m hoping not, but I have the feeling that tonight will be more of the same. I think my meds stopped working.

Not sure what I can do about it, either, since my next appointment is over a month away. It’s not like I can just call and get a sooner appointment. I suppose I could go as a walk-in, but I really hate that, especially since there’s only certain times that you can do that.

Guess I’ll just have to live with it for now, and hope that I can sleep. It’s not like I have much choice.

On top of that, my back still hurts. And this is what, four days later? It shouldn’t still be hurting, I wouldn’t think. But it is. Not bad, not like it was, but it’s still definitely there.

In other news, I’m trying to decide what to do this evening. I feel like I should be playing something, but I’m not sure what. Speaking of supposed to be playing something, I need to figure out when I’m going to start streaming. It seems that the microphone problem is solved, though not in a way that I would prefer. Anyways, I need to figure out when I’m going to start doing that. I would imagine that I should probably get on that pretty soon.

I also need to decide for sure WHEN I’m streaming. I’m still thinking something like 10pm-2am. It sounds good in theory, at least. Not sure how I’m going to handle breaks, though. I may just have one in the middle, at like midnight. It’ll be hard to go two hours without a cig, but I can probably do it. I think.

So, while it’s not settled, that’s still my plan. Just gotta put it into action at some point. And not give up so easily if no one is watching. That one might be harder for me to do. I mean, that’s partially why I stopped doing videos after Fallout 4 was over. Hell, some of those videos still haven’t been watched by anybody.

And audience would be nice, of course, and maybe that will come with time. I suppose we shall see on that one. But keeping myself going will be hard.

I suppose that’s about all I have for now. I can’t think of anything else exciting to add. I guess that means it’s time for me to wander off.

Another Day Of Pain.

Yes, my back still hurts.

10:55pm

Just got done watching the WWE PPV. Not that great. Could have been way better, but I guess creative is being shitty right now.

My back still hurts. I thought it would be over today, but it’s not. Maybe tomorrow.

I didn’t sleep for shit last night. I kinda figured that I wouldn’t. Don’t know about tonight. I hope I sleep better, but you never know. I get the feeling that my Geodon is not working like it should. But then, most sleeping meds don’t really work for me.

Today was a pretty easy day. Didn’t do much, but I really didn’t have to. I suppose that’s not a bad thing.

I don’t have a whole lot else to say, but I wanted to get an update out there, since I didn’t earlier today. I guess for now, I am off. To do what, I’m not sure, but something. Anyways, I’ll be back tomorrow.

It Still Hurts.

Not as bad, but still.

11:14pm

So, I didn’t update earlier today. Not sure why, I just didn’t think to do it, I guess.

Not that you missed much. I spent yesterday evening drinking and reading. Today, I’ve been playing Fallout 4 a bit. Working on some mod stuff. It’s rather interesting.

That’s about the long and the short of it. I guess I don’t have a whole lot to say besides that, really.

I guess you’re not getting a very good update tonight. Sorry about that.

For now, I am off. Probably to play more Fallout.

Fucking Ow.

It hurts.

1:45pm

So, I hurt my back last night. Apparently from just sitting funny. Something got pulled or something like that, and now I have pain. It’s not pleasant.

On top of that, I didn’t sleep for shit last night. I don’t know why, since I took my meds, but they’re apparently only helpful about half the time now.

As for yesterday, I spent the evening reading. I know that’s not terribly exciting, but it’s true. Not sure what I’m going to do today yet. It’s kinda hard sitting here. Of course, it’s kinda hard to be in just about any position right now.

I know this is another not very interesting update, but I wanted to make sure that I got it done. For now, however, I will wander off and find something to do.

Need An Update?

Here’s one.

9:51pm

I ended up just drinking and reading funny stuff on the internet. I suppose that’s not a bad thing. It kept me out of trouble, at least.

I even slept pretty well, but I usually do after drinking. Although, I have to admit, I’m feeling a little tired right now. Not sure if that’s good or bad.

Not much went on today, I’ve just been reading stuff for the mostpart.

This is not one of my better updates. Maybe I’ll have something better tomorrow. For now, I am off.

Another Day, But Progress?

I think.

5:52pm

So, I actually slept pretty well last night, I was almost surprised. That was good for me. And I woke up surrounded by cats, but that’s really nothing too terribly new. They pretty much both come to bed with me every night. Either one or the other, or sometimes both don’t come in right away, but they’re there in the morning/afternoon.

That’s not a bad thing, I suppose. Although Danzig’s tendency to walk around on me annoys me sometimes. At least they don’t both do that. That would be a problem.

Anyways, I talked about progress. I think I figured out how to get my headset working correctly. The only problem is, it takes away one of the main reasons that I bought it in the first place. That is, the microphone seems to work just fine if I have the headset plugged in. It doesn’t seem to work right when it’s just running off the battery. I could be wrong though, I did a few different things to try and get it to work.

Actually, I didn’t mention this, but the new headset did the same thing. One of the things I did was to upgrade the firmware on the headset, but that made it worse. It kept dropping the connection to the base, like my old headset would do sometimes. But this was every few minutes. So, I think I tanked that headset.

On the bright side, the old one doesn’t have that problem. No upgrading the firmware on that one, that’s for sure. I was very unhappy when it didn’t work right, and more unhappy when I made it worse. But, for now, I seem to have solved the problem, I think.

Of course, having it plugged in all the time takes away from the whole wireless thing. I mean, I can still use it wirelessly, it’s just that microphone won’t work right. At least, from what I can tell.

So, that was a fair bit of my day today, testing and doing stuff and testing again. I thought I had it figured out, but I did two things at once, and the one that seems to have worked was keeping it plugged in. I mean, I’ve been watching the microphone meter in OBS, and it hasn’t cut out at all since I did that. I would notice if it did cut out, because I would have to hit the mute button, and there would be nothing coming from the mic, which there is right now.

Wow. That’s a lot of talk about my headset. I guess I have all I need to start streaming. Now I just gotta decide when to start. Probably soon. I suppose I will be working on Final Doom: Plutonia Experiment. I still need to work on an overlay for the stream, but I can work on that in pieces. More important to actually start streaming and kinda get an audience going before all that, really.

So, that’s going to be coming up, and you will be seeing more about that in the very near future. I’m just going to have to be patient about having viewers, because it’s not going to happen right away.

I plan on putting the streams on YouTube, since they don’t stay around forever in Twitch’s VOD section. That way, I can work on an audience on YT as well, though you know how well that’s turned out so far.

Of course, it doesn’t help that I haven’t put a video on YouTube in over a year, probably, by now. The vBlog videos and my Sanctuary video don’t count, since those are on another account, and mostly just for display on the site here. I mean, you can find them on YouTube, but you probably don’t really need to.

So, what am I going to do for the rest of the day? I’m not sure yet, at least partially. I do plan on having a few drinks tonight, so I don’t know if I will be playing anything or not. I may try, we’ll have to see. Will it be Fallout 4? Probably, but you never know. I have so many other games, and so many installed, that you just can’t tell.

Maybe I’m in a rut with my gaming, I keep playing FO4, but I do really like it, so I guess it’s not all a waste. And it will be good fun to stream that once we get to that point. I mean, I do plan on doing that, though the random crashing will be a little bit of a problem, but nothing that can’t be worked through.

I guess that’s about all I have right now, unless you want to know that I emptied and filled the dishwasher. That’s about the only other thing that I’ve done today. I’ve mostly been messing with the headsets. Will I be back tonight? I don’t know.

You know what I should do? I should get drunk and watch wrestling. Then I can drunktweet random wrestling stuff. Of course, I’m not sure where I left off last, so I may have to fudge that a little bit.

Okay, I suppose I’m done for now. I am off.