Or maybe it’s the Wednesday of lies. It seems to be the Wednesday of illness.
It’s right around 1:30pm now, and I have been awake for far too long. About 25 1/2 hours so far right now. It was not a good night. I tried for hours and hours to go to sleep, and just couldn’t. I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised. I had two days of decent sleep, so now I won’t be able to sleep right for a while again.
And I seem to still be sick. Or at least as far as I can tell. I haven’t eaten anything yet today. Not sure if I will before dinner. I keep getting hot and then cold, though the thermometer says I don’t have a fever. Actually, it says my body is a few points below normal. How that could be, I don’t know. I certainly don’t feel that way. If I did, I would imagine I would just feel hot, or hotter. Maybe not, I don’t know. I know my hands are constantly getting sweaty like yesterday. I don’t really feel bad, but I’m frigging cold.
I suppose I’ll figure it out sooner or later. Maybe. Or maybe I’ll just collapse in a heap later. Probably not, though. I’d go lay down in bed if I thought that would do something. I suppose maybe being under the comforter would warm me up. Maybe. Or it could just start the sweating.
On the bright side, I’m less psychotic today. Still have a good bit of anxeity, but nothing nearly as bad as yesterday. Definitely. Though if I do have a fever, it’s possible that it could happen again.
I’m not entirely sure what I’m going to do today. I may go lay in bed for a while and see if that warms me up. If I do that, I won’t have much to play. Just a few games on my phone. And I’d have the Chromebook for any surfing that I might not want to do on the phone. Not that I do that much. I’d watch the WWE Network on that if it worked. But my phone will do.
I could also bring the comforter in here. I’ve done that before. I suppose it depends on the scenery I want. I’ll figure it out eventually. I would like to play something today, but I don’t know if I’m actually physically capable today. My hands keep getting sweaty. I’ve got chills, which don’t keep my hands nice and steady, let me tell you that. I’d think about drinking some coffee, but I did that yesterday, and I was either too hot from that, or too cold from not drinking it.
I think I’m about done for now. I’ll probably be back. I mean, I usually am nowadays, unless I just totally miss a day, mostly. Gonna go try and warm up now.