More Minecraft.

Because, of course.

8:30 pm

Spent a fair bit of time doing some stuff in Minecraft on the Realm today. Got a few things that I wanted to finish up done today, so that’s good. I need to remember to have Auren download a backup of the realm and send it to me, so I don’t lose all this stuff. Not that it would be a tragedy, but details.

I don’t have much else to add right now. Maybe I will have more later, the night is still young. For now, I will leave you with this:

Did some stuff on the ol’ Minecraft Realm today.


It’s a day, for sure.

6:24 pm

So, I didn’t exactly get what one would call good sleep last night. I’m not sure if I actually got any sleep at all, really. There hasn’t been a whole lot going on the past couple days. On the bright side, I don’t have a whole lot in the way of chores right now, so gaming….

First up, I spent a while on the Minecraft Realm:

Just one of a few things I’ve done today.

Then, I did something I hadn’t done for a while…log in to Fallout 76:

Just standing around in Flatwoods.

Then I spent many hours doing other stuff than making this post. Mostly more realm stuff, but there is this…

Minecraft 1.7.10 – But…why?

It’s pretty late, and I don’t remember what my point might have been. I think it might be a good idea to head to bed for the night soon, though. I am having some thoughts, I just hope they stay in my head until tomorrow.

The Next Day

I really was back!

12:41 pm

Well, I suppose it is technically the same day still.

I feel the blahs coming on. That’s not great for someone who’s default state is unhappy and uncomfortable.

As you know, I’ve been pretty stuck in Minecraft lately. I haven’t even launched Fallout 76 recently. I’m breaking the current cycle a little bit and not spending all day on Auren’s Minecraft realm. I need to pull my head out and do some actual stuff today.

And after that, I need to move in a slightly different direction. I let the depression win again, and I can’t have that. I mean, I already fucked up one thing. I was gonna do something small in WoW before I ran out of game time, but I didn’t get to it, and now I can’t unless I want to pay for another month. (I don’t right now.)

But I need and want things to change. I’ve been hiding in Minecraft and that needs to change. I need to branch out and do more. I suppose I will come out and say that some of the projects that I want to work on are video stuffs but not streaming. I will say that I am a bit reluctant to do this stuff because I’m afraid that it’s going to be largely pointless. I mean, videos are only useful if people watch them, after all.

I’m feeling a little scattershot with this post. Today’s mental state is not super great, but I’m trying to fix it. I’ve said this before, but I want to be more active on here and on Twitter. And YouTube, I hope. We will see about that, though.

I super don’t have a point, really, just wanted to post, I guess. But things have been really bad lately and it’s taking a toll. It’s time to be more proactive again. To that end, there are a few productive things I need to get in today…like shower, go through the bills, and maybe even put away the clean laundry. Then…games?

I should also try to eat something, I suppose.

Okay, time to wander off, but I will leave you with this little video.

Resource Packs

Not sure what to use.

My Base MC Optifine/SEUS/Clarity Resource Pack
Just Optifine/SEUS – No Resource
Atmo Resource Pack (All have Opti/SEUS)
Andorhal HD

Sapix and Tantum are my top choices. Hrmm…


Old Man Now?

It could be.

12:19 am

My birthday is now passed, and the day after that has passed, though not by a whole lot.

Yesterday was pretty uneventful. I don’t think I even logged in to 76 yesterday. Err…I mean my birthday. I might have. I know I didn’t yesterday. I was caught deep in the grips of Minecraft. I didn’t accomplish much in there. Well…I kinda did, but it was mostly small stuff. Got a lot more to do, of course.

While there was that, I did get a couple of things made. I made an automatic chicken cooker, though it is definitely not fast, mainly because of RNG. I also made a skeleton farm for that sweet arrow teat. It’s not quite silly unless you have…Looter 3, I think, so you’re getting more than a couple at a time.

At this time, it is ‘bedtime’ for me. Of course, more and more, that just means move to a different room and change positions for a few hours. Sleep? Who needs that, anyways. Apparently not me. I *had* been getting back up and sitting in here for a while to help combat insomnia, but it’s not really helping, and those supplements I bought the other day didn’t do anything, either. It’s too bad, I had heard a lot of good things about that stuff from several people who tried them.

I’m not even sure what might help. Aromatherapy doesn’t work. Supplements don’t work. OTC meds don’t work. Prescriptions don’t work. Alcohol doesn’t work. Weed doesn’t work. Not sure what’s left.

I suppose I will go lay down in a little bit. Will I sleep? Who the fuck knows. Maybe I’ll actually get up if I don’t after a couple of hours. Of course, I may just come in here and watch videos for a few hours. Maybe I should use that time to work on the site, since there’s still stuff I want to do around here. I might as well use that time for something.

But for now, I am going to find something to snack on and then lay down for a while. What comes after that…who knows. I will leave you with this Minecraft screenie from the realm of a couple things Auren did today. His stuff always looks better than mine.

Auren’s character on the left, mine on the right.

Teaser Pics.

A couple.


I believe I said I would post a couple pics, so I will finally get around to it. My characters in Minecraft and Fallout 4. Here we go!

My character that plays with Auren.
My most recent character in super modded FO4. It’s even worse than before.

I will try to take more screenies, but for now, I am mostly going to deepdive into Fallout 4 again for most of the rest of the day. Ciao.

Fell In Two Holes.

It happens.


Just about to head to bed, but I wanted to post, just so you know that I’m not dead or anything like that.

My top monitor is dead, but I am not.

Anyways, I first fell into a Minecraft hole. That cooled off a little bit, but I am still doing some stuff with that. It’s less than a few days ago, but it will probably pick up again at some point.

Then I fell into the hole of Fallout 4 and FO4 modding…again. I’m almost full of mods again. I should go through them and see if there are any that I don’t need/want anymore. Maybe I’ll do that some tomorrow.

I do have some screenshots from both games and maybe I’ll post them up. Maybe.

For now, I am going to go to bed, and hope that I get some sleep. Good night.