Spent a fair bit of time doing some stuff in Minecraft on the Realm today. Got a few things that I wanted to finish up done today, so that’s good. I need to remember to have Auren download a backup of the realm and send it to me, so I don’t lose all this stuff. Not that it would be a tragedy, but details.
I don’t have much else to add right now. Maybe I will have more later, the night is still young. For now, I will leave you with this:
So, I didn’t exactly get what one would call good sleep last night. I’m not sure if I actually got any sleep at all, really. There hasn’t been a whole lot going on the past couple days. On the bright side, I don’t have a whole lot in the way of chores right now, so gaming….
First up, I spent a while on the Minecraft Realm:
Then, I did something I hadn’t done for a while…log in to Fallout 76:
Then I spent many hours doing other stuff than making this post. Mostly more realm stuff, but there is this…
It’s pretty late, and I don’t remember what my point might have been. I think it might be a good idea to head to bed for the night soon, though. I am having some thoughts, I just hope they stay in my head until tomorrow.
Fallout 76 is just about to go down for maintenance, but I’ve got something for you! It’s a Fallout 4 video, as I said. Just a quick(?) video of my current Hangman’s Alley. It’s not super exciting, but I really like it.
In addition to that, I updated the screenshot galleries of Fallout 4, Fallout 76, and Minecraft last night.
That’s all I have right now, it’s been a pretty quiet day so far.
And just so you know, things may be changing around here in the next few weeks. We will see. Gotta check on a few things first.
Anyways, I may be back later, but that’s it for now.
Well, I suppose it is technically the same day still.
I feel the blahs coming on. That’s not great for someone who’s default state is unhappy and uncomfortable.
As you know, I’ve been pretty stuck in Minecraft lately. I haven’t even launched Fallout 76 recently. I’m breaking the current cycle a little bit and not spending all day on Auren’s Minecraft realm. I need to pull my head out and do some actual stuff today.
And after that, I need to move in a slightly different direction. I let the depression win again, and I can’t have that. I mean, I already fucked up one thing. I was gonna do something small in WoW before I ran out of game time, but I didn’t get to it, and now I can’t unless I want to pay for another month. (I don’t right now.)
But I need and want things to change. I’ve been hiding in Minecraft and that needs to change. I need to branch out and do more. I suppose I will come out and say that some of the projects that I want to work on are video stuffs but not streaming. I will say that I am a bit reluctant to do this stuff because I’m afraid that it’s going to be largely pointless. I mean, videos are only useful if people watch them, after all.
I’m feeling a little scattershot with this post. Today’s mental state is not super great, but I’m trying to fix it. I’ve said this before, but I want to be more active on here and on Twitter. And YouTube, I hope. We will see about that, though.
I super don’t have a point, really, just wanted to post, I guess. But things have been really bad lately and it’s taking a toll. It’s time to be more proactive again. To that end, there are a few productive things I need to get in today…like shower, go through the bills, and maybe even put away the clean laundry. Then…games?
I should also try to eat something, I suppose.
Okay, time to wander off, but I will leave you with this little video.
My birthday is now passed, and the day after that has passed, though not by a whole lot.
Yesterday was pretty uneventful. I don’t think I even logged in to 76 yesterday. Err…I mean my birthday. I might have. I know I didn’t yesterday. I was caught deep in the grips of Minecraft. I didn’t accomplish much in there. Well…I kinda did, but it was mostly small stuff. Got a lot more to do, of course.
While there was that, I did get a couple of things made. I made an automatic chicken cooker, though it is definitely not fast, mainly because of RNG. I also made a skeleton farm for that sweet arrow teat. It’s not quite silly unless you have…Looter 3, I think, so you’re getting more than a couple at a time.
At this time, it is ‘bedtime’ for me. Of course, more and more, that just means move to a different room and change positions for a few hours. Sleep? Who needs that, anyways. Apparently not me. I *had* been getting back up and sitting in here for a while to help combat insomnia, but it’s not really helping, and those supplements I bought the other day didn’t do anything, either. It’s too bad, I had heard a lot of good things about that stuff from several people who tried them.
I’m not even sure what might help. Aromatherapy doesn’t work. Supplements don’t work. OTC meds don’t work. Prescriptions don’t work. Alcohol doesn’t work. Weed doesn’t work. Not sure what’s left.
I suppose I will go lay down in a little bit. Will I sleep? Who the fuck knows. Maybe I’ll actually get up if I don’t after a couple of hours. Of course, I may just come in here and watch videos for a few hours. Maybe I should use that time to work on the site, since there’s still stuff I want to do around here. I might as well use that time for something.
But for now, I am going to find something to snack on and then lay down for a while. What comes after that…who knows. I will leave you with this Minecraft screenie from the realm of a couple things Auren did today. His stuff always looks better than mine.
So, I guess I’ve mostly been avoiding things again in the past few days. I haven’t even really touched Fallout 4, Fallout 76, or Minecraft. I need to spend at least a little bit of time in 76 since Meat Week is running again. Plus, I have a wealth of Minecraft stuff I want to check out and maybe build. Hell, I want to get back around to Fallout 4 mod stuff, too. Plus whatever else wanders across my brain.
Just FYI, I will be older in about 1 hour and twenty minutes. Well, technically, it’s a little over 24, but details.
I am struggling to pull this post together and I have no idea why.
I guess I will end this here for tonight. Not sure what I might get up to for the last couple of hours. Hell, maybe nothing.
I suppose, for now, I will save this and move on. Or something like that. Here’s hoping I get some stuff done tomorrow.
Two nights in a row I haven’t been able to sleep. At all. I hope that changes tonight, at least for a few hours. Or maybe in the chair later in the morning? I mean, it IS maintenance day.
I’ve mostly been doing Fallout 4 stuff. Modding it up, doing some playing. Of course, I’m probably going to have to wait to play 4 or 76 tomorrow, because BOTH have mods that will need to be updated when they update.
I suppose that will give me more time to work on other stuff. I did that a little bit after a Fallout 4 crash made me angry. I jumped into Doom(2016) for a bit. I’m not super far into it, but I like it. I think I like watching Doom better than playing it. I’m not going to give up, at least not yet. I’m not gonna put pressure on myself, though, and I’m not gonna worry too much when Doom Eternal comes out in November.
But I have a bunch of games installed and they are somehow mostly multi-player. Now mind you, I usually play them by myself, but I don’t always want to do that. Unfortunately, Auren and I are both fixated on different games right now. I’m all about Fallout 4/76 and he’s FFXIV right now. I can’t really afford to subscribe to that along with WoW.
With less than an hour before I go an try sleeping again, I think I will do a whole bunch of nothing. Then, in the morning…I’ll probably be doing a bit more nothing, at least at one point. We’ll see what happens after that.
I didn’t sleep very well last night. I suppose that’s not a great surprise after a few nights of almost normal sleep. I still had to go lay down and try napping, of course. I’m doing okay right now, but I will probably wear down before too long.
I started out with a bit of Fallout 76 today. The only legendary that I came across was an Assassin’s Pipe Wrench. I got rid of that pretty fast. It only had the one effect on it, so it was especially worthless. I did a bit of crafting. There were some repairs, and I made a 10mm SMG. I know it’s not terribly spectacular, but I wanted to play with it and I have a ton of 10mm sitting around. I also worked on the ol’ Power Armor and so Liberty Prime won’t be talking to me for a while, at least.
After that, I did something that I’ve been wanting to for a little while now. I now have a Redbubble shop! I pretty much just did it for myself, but if anyone else wants to order, I’m surely not going to complain. I’ve even got an idea for a second design, but I will work on that later. There’s a link over to the right if you’re interested.
That’s pretty much where we’re at right now. I’m not entirely sure what’s going to be next. I have a few ideas, of course, but don’t know which way I am going to go yet. Depending on what I do, I may be back later. For now, I move on.