It’s been a week.
Time flies. I can’t believe it’s been a week since I last posted. I haven’t even really been on Twitter, and that’s usually one of my favorite things.
I think something is wrong with me, but I have no idea what it might be. I suppose it could just be depression, but this is unusual. I’m not doing a whole lot else besides Minecraft right now. Of course, this is nowhere near the first time that I’ve been sucked into a game to the detriment of other games and sometimes other real-life things.
I’ve also been twirling my hair a lot the past…two weeks? Maybe more? I don’t know. I haven’t done that for a long time. It usually means that I’m super stressed, but I have no idea why that would be. Well, I suppose the fact that the insomnia has been especially bad the past month or so might be part of that.
Also, for a little bit now, I’ve been kinda wondering if maybe I should try to go to the doctor somehow. Something is obviously wrong. I’m hardly eating and drinking at all, and don’t seem to be too bothered by it. I know that I could stand to lose some weight, but I can’t even remember the last time I actually finished a meal and eating between ‘meals’ is practically nonexistent. And now I can go the whole day and not even finish off two Diet Pepsi or glasses of water.
I mean, I don’t seem to be suffering too much, physically that is, but I’m afraid that is not going to last.
Ugh. My fingers are not moving fast enough to finish everything I want to say tonight. Think I am going to lay down and maybe I can post again tomorrow. I mean, of course I CAN, it’s just will I think about it?