Let’s see, it’s been almost three months through the year now. It’s not quite over yet, but it’s getting there. My list of articles on the site is pretty small from this year. I suppose are there are several reasons for that. Mostly the ones that are based in my brain, of course. I used to post every day. I used to play games every day. Seems like it just gets harder and harder each day. Is it my meds? Maybe. Maybe I should get them changed. Of course, as I found, doing that can be a pain, and ParkCenter doesn’t make it easy. Did I mention that I did that?


I think I mentioned that my Trazodone wasn’t working any more. I can’t sleep, at least, not much. I had an appointment at the beginning of the month to get my meds reviewed, which is basically going in and spending money for them to really do nothing. Anyways, I got them to switch me to something else, but I still can’t sleep. It’s possible that a higher dosage will work, but to go do that, I have to go pay yet again, for them to do basically nothing. And on top of that, they only gave me a month’s worth for three months, so I’d have to go in again anyways. Of course, it’s not as simple as calling and getting an appointment. Of course not. I’m going to end up going in there as a walk-in. I think I’ve mentioned that before, and how much of a problem that can be. I’m not amused. I suppose I should do that next week. Blah.


My moods haven’t been too settled lately, either. I think it’s mostly from the lack of sleep. Some days are better than others. Some days I’m mostly fine and some days I’m just so cranky that I can’t help but spill out all over the place. It sucks, and it’s never my intention, but it happens.


As you may have noticed, I haven’t started Fallout 4: Automatron yet. I suppose that technically that’s not true. I did try recording yesterday, and I did get an episode done, but I got interrupted by the cat, and made a couple flubs, and I’m just not very pleased with the way it came out. I don’t mean that I messed up in the game, I mean I messed up with the recording and the commentary. Thankfully, I should still have a save file, so that I can re-record. I did learn something important, though. As it turns out, I *again* don’t have enough materials to do what they want me to do in the game. I’ll tell ya, they’re fucking serious about their modding and settlement system. Too bad I didn’t pick up enough stuff to do what they want. I can’t even make the base robot workshop right now, much less modify a robot. Not sure how I’m quite going to handle that yet. Maybe I’ll do a video where I just go scrounging around for supplies. It’s not like it would be the first time that I did a video that didn’t really go anywhere. I’ve also noticed that I have pretty crappy weapons. I didn’t do a whole lot of upgrading on the ones that I use quite a bit, and I probably should have, but t’was not to happen, I guess. Of course, doing this DLC isn’t going to be helpful with that, except that I can upgrade myself and my companion. I’m making assumptions on the whole getting salvage thing, I guess. Plus, again, I’m having the ammo problems that I was having earlier in the game. I feel like Fallout 4 wants me to fail.


Sometimes I think life wants me to fail.


In other news, I had to put a new alternator in my truck this past weekend. I don’t remember if I mentioned that in my last post or not, and I’m too lazy to go look. It still needs other work done, but it still gets from point A to point B right now, so that’s about all I can ask for. 


In gaming news, there hasn’t been much the past few days. Just been kinda sitting here not doing a whole lot of anything, as usual. I need to work on that. I always say that, though. You’d think that I could actually do it. Just fucking pick an icon and double click. Heh. Well, I wish it was that easy. I wish anything was that easy. Anyways, something else that I failed to mention a couple weeks or so ago, was that I started playing through Firewatch. (At least I think I forgot to mention it, I’m not positive.) I haven’t picked it back up, though, and I need to do that. It’s not even that long of a game, I just haven’t gotten myself around to finishing it up. I should do that. Maybe I’ll work on that and Automatron the next couple days. And maybe even start something else. I mean besides my Doom 3 playthrough. 


I don’t think I have a whole lot else to add right now, so I suppose I will end this. Oh my!