Big surprise.

I forgot to post yesterday. Not that there was much to talk about. There still isn’t really. I did some more recording tonight, but that’s about it for gaming. I also watched the football game. Well, kinda. I was watching it over the air, so the signal wasn’t too great. Hopefully it will be a little better on Sunday when the Colts play. I suppose we shall see.

 

The only other thing that’s really semi-interesting  is I’ve been thinking about the girlfriend situation. Or more specifically, the lack of one. It’s been about two and a half years now. It’s not been a great time. ‘But UsYr, you’re afraid of people’, you say. This is true. And doesn’t make trying to find someone easier, that’s for sure. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do about that. That’s part of what I’ve been trying to figure out. I don’t know of a good way to do it. ‘Look online’, you say. I don’t even know how well that would look, because probably before long, they would want to meet in person. I don’t think I’d do too well at that. Dating means you have to go out in public and shit like that. Things I’m not good at. I mean, I can barely go to the grocery for half an hour and keep it together. I suppose I shouldn’t even worry about it. It’s not like I’m gonna find someone that likes me anyways. I’m too old and fat and unatractive for that to happen. Not to mention my interests. I’m not interested in a whole lot. I don’t watch many movies. Pretty much only watch WWE and NFL anymore. I like video games and TCG’s. I have a lot of books, but I don’t read all that much. Even with the Kindle. I’m not easy to get to know. I have a bike I don’t ride. Of course, it doesn’t help that I have to get the tires on it fixed. I like camping, but only for a couple days at a time, because I don’t want to be away from Danzig very long. I’m just kinda weird, and there’s that whole mentally broken thing. I just don’t see things working out for me. 

 

I suppose it would be best to not really even think about something like that until my living situation is settled down, and I hopefully have money again. One step at a time, you know? That’s probably the best way to look at it. I’m still really worried about the house situation, but mom still says it will work out. I suppose I should try to stay positive, but that’s kinda hard sometimes, especially for me.

 

Anyways, I suppose that’s all I have to talk about right now. Maybe I’ll come up with more for tomorrow.