So, the only thing I got accomplished today was posting the new FNV video. I did that, and fairly promptly fell back asleep for a few hours. Which sucked, because I had a bad dream. The worst part is that it has been haunting me ever since. I don’t know if I’ll be able to shake it off for a couple of days. Between that, and the fact that I’m rapidly running out of money, I’m not having a good day today. I feel like garbage because of all this. And I feel like I’m watching my dream of homeownership going down the drain. My mom says to think positive, but that’s really hard when there’s so much negative going on. I feel like I’m going to break down again and I don’t know if I can handle that.
This day sucks and I want a do over.