I found another day.

Quite the surprise. I was never expecting there to be another day. Okay, I suppose that was a lie. Or maybe I was just hoping? You never can tell. I can say that I would prefer the world not come to an end right now, I have too many games to play still. Of course, it would help if I actually did that. I’ve been doing the feeling guilty about playing thing again, so I haven’t really been playing. I don’t know why I have this problem, it’s not like I’m neglecting anything. I just feel like I should be doing something else sometimes, even when there’s nothing else to do. I mean, I can sit here and watch the WWE Network without problems, and usually even at the times where I would be playing a game. I don’t know how that works. Maybe I’m getting old? I don’t know. That would suck if it were true, I mean, I’ve been playing video games almost my whole life, and if I’m growing out of them or some shit, I would hate that. I already don’t like the fact that I don’t have people to play games with most of the time. Speaking of, I haven’t heard from Auren is several days. They’re probably trapsing around Europe or something like that. Of course, that means that the virtually no playtime together that we had has dropped all the way to zero. And who knows how long that will stay. So, I pretty much have no one to play video games with, and I definitely have no one to play the Pokemon TCG or Magic The Gathering with. For the most part, I only played those with my ex in the first place, and I don’t think that’s going to be happening anymore, especially since we don’t speak to each other anymore. Cable played Pokemon with me once, but he decided he didn’t want to do that anymore after I won that one game. Sucks for me, I suppose. That’s probably why I don’t really even bother to pick up cards anymore. I don’t pick up weird little TCG games anymore, either, which is a shame. Maybe I will again some day. I wish I could remember the site that I used to get a bunch of that stuff from, but hell, they may not even be around anymore, so I guess I won’t worry about it too much. EBay and Amazon are both good places to pick stuff like that up, but I don’t exactly have the money to be doing that very much, if at all. I also have a bunch of board games that aren’t getting used, and as a matter of fact, I don’t even have all my board games right now, as some of them are in storage right now. Someday I will actually go through my stuff and get the stuff I want here, maybe. Of course, I have a lot of things that I can think of already that I want to keep out of there. I’m sure there’s some stuff that can just go, though. A fair bit of it is boxes of books that I have had sitting in storage for years. I have bookshelves now, I just need to work on getting the books here. It would be easier with Cable here, because carrying boxes of books upstairs is not something that would be easy for me. I have enough troubles with the stairs when I go to the grocery. 


Maybe someday I’ll find someone to play with, though it seems like the prospects are getting smaller every day. Of course, there aren’t many people that are parading through the apartment for a chance to be my friend or whatever. I’d play with Cable more, but since he’s in jail, that’s kinda hard, and all he really seems interested in playing is WoW anyways. He’s told me more than once that he wanted to pick up 7 Days To Die, so that we could play that, and I suppose so he could play with me and Auren, but the last time he had the chance to do that, he spent the money on getting his WoW account re-activated for the whole week and a half he was home before he turned himself in. Really helpful for me, of course. And even then, he was spending most of his time in game doing other stuff, and not doing stuff with me. It’s like the whole world is conspiring against me, to keep me alone and unhappy in my gaming life. You’d think I’d be used to it by now, but I guess not. 


I suppose that’s enough whining for now, I’m kinda hungry and should go find some food. I may be back later. Heh.