Something else to ponder.

Something else that I am worried about is my money situation. The savings is going away, and it seems to be going away faster and faster each month. I don’t have a whole lot left, and I’m really not sure what I am going to do when it’s gone. I need to make some changes soon. Quitting smoking will help. I’ll also have to change my phone plan, and probably my internet connection. That one won’t hurt too much, since I don’t get anywhere near the speed that I’m supposed to anyways. I’m not sure what else that I can change. My electric bill is almost always out of control, since everything is electric here. I suppose that I could move into somewhere cheaper, but most of the cheaper places don’t have a washer and dryer in the apartment. That’s something that I pretty much require. I can’t handle communal laundry facilites. Too much of a chance for people to be there, not to mention that people leave their shit laying around the place all the time. I just can’t deal with all that. It would be a little easier around here if Cable stays out of jail and gets a job. I suppose we will see what happens there. Of course, even before this whole thing happened, he wasn’t too proactive about getting a job. Not like he was talking about doing. He had all these plans to go here and there and fill out all sorts of applications and whatnot. That hasn’t happened so far, and we could really use the money. I suppose that I will have to talk to him about that. Again, that’s if he doesn’t go back to jail. If he does, then it’s a moot point, of course. But then, if he’s in jail, then I have to pay for phone calls and his comissary stuff. Not a good time for me. I really need to figure out a way to supplement my income somehow, without making too much money. You can have a limited income and still be on disability, of course, that would require having a job, which I can’t really do. Otherwise, I probably wouldn’t be on disability in the first place. If only I could write a best-selling book or three. Too bad I’m not the most creative fellow, and it’s not like I’m an English major in any case. I went to college for computers, not creative writing. It’s certainly not like I’m going to be winning the lottery. Good things like that don’t happen to me. 


Oh well. Just something else to stress over, I guess.