Q: So who are you, anyways?

A: I am UsYr Illus, The Mighty! I’m 42(as of spring 2019). I’m broken. I enjoy getting chemically enhanced. I graduated high school in 1994, and college in 1996. I worked for 10+ years in CIS and ended up disabled due to my brain. I’m a former YouTuber/Twitch streamer, and a gamer. And a lover, when the time is right. Or I actually have someone to love, one of the two. I spend a good deal of time watching Twitter, and I try to post more on there. I ran a BBS called Illusions Unlimited back when the BBS was still a thing, and I still have the computer it used to run on. I love Pokemon, Fallout and Doom. I’ve been twice divorced. I have two kids that aren’t biologically mine(or adoptively).  I bought the house next door to my mother. I spend most of my time in front of my computer. I’m sure there’s more.


Q: What the hell?

A: I thought that it was time for a change. Granted, the old UsYr’s Illusion held a lot of stuff, but at this point, I felt it better for my ongoing recovery to push much of that aside. I may put it back someday, though. But don’t hold your breath. (And definitely don’t now, since I lost all that old data in a HD crash.)

As a more recent answer to that, this is my site. I put stuff here from time to time, and every few years I seem to blow it all away and start over. I’m going to try to at least keep the same dataset for a while this time.

Q: So, what are you going to be doing with this place?

A: More of the same. Just with a shiny new coat of paint. And new curtains. And new carpet.

Q: So, whining, then?

A: Basically. And game stuff, too, sometimes.

Q: What the hell kind of freak are you, anyways?

A: Sorry, the whole freak thing was so six years ago. Everyone is a freak in their own way. Nothing special about it. I am, however working on managing my various mental illnesses, including Aviodant Personality Disorder, Clinical/Major Depression, Panic Disorder, General Anxeity Disorder, Anthropophobia, and some other exciting stuff. No wonder I can’t keep organized, I’m too deeply rooted in disorder. Hehe. Due to my wonderful illnesses, I have an extremely hard time talking to people, and even leaving the house is a challenge.

Q: Anything else I need to know?

A: I used to have a cat named Danzig, whom I love very much. He was eight years old and died in July 2019. I spend a good bit of time watching wrestling, NFL(Go Colts!) and YouTube videos. I’m a Something Awful goon, though I rarely ever post. I’m terrible at updating the site, usually. The whole aviodant thing. I have LOTS of games, and lots of consoles. I still have every game console that I have ever had, and they all still work. It takes a pretty large amount of alcohol to get me drunk. I quit smoking. It only took 2 1/2 years for me to get my apartment all set up and get everything hung on the walls, and it’s been about 2 1/2 years and I still don’t have everything hung up in my bedroom in the house. I procrastinate. I want to write a book, but probably never will. My hair has been brown, black, blonde, purple, and gray. It’s currently my default of brown and gray. I love Diet Pepsi and Southern Comfort(100 proof). I’m sure there’s more. I bought a house in 11/15 and now I live all by myself. I used to post videos on YouTube that apparently no one watches. I used to stream occasionally, and no one watched that, either. I want to do more with my life, but can barely even play games because of depression.

Q: How can I contact you?

A: Why would you want to? Okay, so, you can e-mail me at usyr_illus at usyrsillusion.com or, of you’d rather, usyrillus at gmail.com . You can also get me on Twitter (at)UsYr_Illus, as you probably knew. You can also get me on Steam, usyr_illus. That’s about it. I do have Skype, but I somehow had one account overwrite the other one, and I have no contacts. That’s usyr.illus if you really want. (I think it’s that, at least. It’s been a long time.)

Edited 4/13/2019